Make new friends.....

But keep the old, one is silver and the other gold. I can't help but think about that old girl scout song, even though I wasn't a girl scout, haha. I had dinner last week with someone who may be considered a "new friend". We have been sharing back and forth on Facebook and she is dealing with infertility too. We have been a great support to one another and it became even stronger when we met and had dinner. Let's just say, I realize that I have given up on myself and started slipping way too far from the right track and the track that was going to lead me to getting pregnant, which is where I want to be; but after talking with her, it made me realize, I have got to get in control with this and get back on track, my hiatus is over!!! So with that being said, I called and made an appointment with Dr G on January 5th, so I ask for all of your prayers at this appointment. I am hoping we can develop a game plan for 2011 because I feel like this is our year and I am ready! I also, started taking my medicine again (yeah, I quit taking my prenatal vitamin and glucophage....don't ask my why, I guess just my way of rebelling). I started documenting my food intake again and I ate within my calorie range today. And drum roll please....I walked 2 miles on the treadmill. I am proud of myself and I hope to continue this. I have been so tired lately, not sure if that is just related to the weather and me not taking care of myself or what, but I am ready to start feeling good again, so I'm hoping it will be easier for me to make the right decisions. So, even though she may not know, thank you to my new friend for helping me get back on the right track!

Also, I have spoke to you all before about the show, Guiliana and Bill....I know they are celebrities but they feel like my friends too, haha. I watch their show each week and my desire to get pregnant becomes so much stronger and I get very emotional watching their show because I can relate to them so well and I also see things to come in my future. If any of you get a chance, please check out their show and you can get even a 5 minute sample of what my life is like fighting infertility!